Suicide Boy 
 
 
I am hoping you will forgive me 
I am hoping you will understand me 
I am hoping you won't treat me like a child 
And seek to reprimand me 
 
All I want is for you to listen  
To see that all that sparkles doesn't glisten 
For you to finally see the inner me 
Only then can you begin to set me free 
 
For l am bound in mental chains 
I cannot cope with all this pain 
I am falling really falling 
Help me can't you here me calling 
 
 
NOTE: 
 
I rarely have contemplated suicide so I guess the title is a little too strong. But this really is about me and men in general. It’s very hard to show your real emotions as a man. Even harder for me a DJ and entertainer every one expects you to be happy bubbly and full of life. But life is not really like that. So at times when I have been in the depths of despair I have often found myself alone unable to talk to anyone.